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Monday, October 31, 2005

Stepping Out On Faith

October 29, 2005
Vanessa S.Drake

If faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen,
Then why do we worry so much and stress so often if heartaches is all it shall bring.
Is it that we are lacking faith from the only true God that reign?
Which causes us to have doubt in our victories, and, in result, it’s defeat we proclaim.
You see faith is clearly evidence, a spiritual awareness of divine truth.
Beyond the reach of empirical experience, or any fashion of logical proof.
That is the faith that we as a people need, to know for ourselves that God is Lord
And to believe deep down in our hearts that The Bible is indisputably our sword.

Now, it’s a detriment for you all to understand and come to the realization
That faith is a gift from our Holy God and it’s essential to our salvation.
Even if it takes being different, setting yourself apart from the things of the world,
Or believing that God will bless you with money to get that special gift for your special girl.
Trusting that whenever you need Him, He’ll be there right on time
Trusting that He’ll continue to bless you with strong limbs and a peace in mind.
Knowing that He will never hurt you, neglect you, or leave you forsaken.
Knowing that He has blessed you with a voice to praise Him after you have awakened.

Believing that you can pass any tribulation, any trial or any test.
Or believing that He can clean you up when you know for a fact you’re nothing but a mess.
Having that faith in your father that He will comfort you in your time of need
It’s going to take that faith that’s the size of a mustard seed.
Sometimes God wants us to just let go of the thing we hold closest to our heart.
But we think about it instead of just doing it while our relationship with Him is yet falling apart.
Why is it so hard for us to trust God when He is omniscient, when He’s all knowing?
Why is it so hard for us to follow Him when He knows exactly where we should be going?

Young people please know the time has come that we should be stepping out on faith.
We need to trust and depend on Him and have confidence that He’ll make a way.
Tell me, if you sound like a broken record, and you know you’re called to minister through song?
Would you say, “Just forget about it”, then assertively move on?
What if you have a speech impediment, and he called you to be a motivational speaker?
Or what if you’ve never been on the front line, but He yet called you to be a great leader?
What if He called you to be a preacher and you can’t even read His word?
Would you walk away from your calling because you just find that so absurd?


You know, A little while back I learned that fear is the opposite of faith.
Which brings me to the conclusion that maybe, we are just afraid.
Afraid that we might not be accepted by the cool or the popular crews.
So we dare not tell them we’re going to live for Jesus, cause we don’t know how they’ll take the news.
We don’t believe that we can enjoy ourselves as a Christian and still have fun
So, let’s not tell them we’ve got the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues!
Let’s not tell anyone that God has blessed us with the gift of laying hands
Or that we’ve been called to prophesy, and make a difference in this evil land.

We’re so afraid of what the people think that we loose our salvation for real
And, there goes our faith to believe His Word that by His stripes we are healed.
There goes our faith to believe that Jesus is the only way.
There goes our faith to believe that He hears us when we pray.
If you don’t know that He can do it for you and your spirit is full of doubt.
Then, you won’t believe that He can give it to you, and you’ll constantly be without
Because even if your blessing is starring you directly in your face
Your doubtfulness will cause you to miss it. And it’ll be gone without a trace.

Have you ever felt like you had nothing left, you lost everything that ever mattered?
Have you ever been in a situation where your dreams had just been shattered?
Have you ever been through the fire, been through the storm and been through the rain?
Have you ever felt like no one was there and none could ever feel your pain?
Have you ever felt like you needed a friend, and you prayed and prayed and prayed
But it seemed that God would never answer your prayer and you began to question your faith?
Have you ever felt like you’ve lost all of your joy, all of your anointing, all of your peace.
Well, if you have then Hold on my child, have faith, trust and believe.

And, please don’t fret when everything seems to be going wrong in your life.
Because that’s when the enemy is trying you the most which means, you must be doing something right.
And, don’t give up on God because He’ll never give up on you.
There is a work that needs to be done so please believe that you’ll go through.
But whenever God takes you through something, He’ll be there holding your hand.
And whenever you have no more strength in your body, He’ll help His child to stand.
And, if you ever need advice, but no one can dare to relate.
That’s when you surrender your all to Jesus, and walk by faith.

And, before I go to take my seat, and relinquish my stand
Know that God is a merciful God, that’s something you all should understand.
And, no matter what you have done in the past that was unlike our Holy King.
As long as you sincerely repent, God will wash away your sins.
Then turn away from all of those things that are holding you back.
Study, pray, read your Bible, because the enemy will begin to attack.
It’s time to trust God with our all, trust Him to lead the way.
So that we may not walk by sight, but that we may surely walk by faith.


Sunday, September 25, 2005

A Godly Reputation

By Vanessa ShaVon Drake

September 23, 2005

 

We all are seeking good repute. But first, let’s stop and examine our character.

For, it dwells in the heart, and that’s what God judges, so it stands as a major factor.

You see, a reputation is what the people see. Your character's who you really are.

So whether you’re trying to fool me or you, I promise, you won’t get very far.

For, that in the darkness will come to light, you see, a tree is known by its fruit.

And, if you don’t know what your fruit should be. It’s in Galations 5:22.

Love, Joy, Peace, Longsuffering, Gentleness, Goodness, Faith,

Meekness and temperance is all one fruit that you should possess each day.

 

So, once your character reflects Him above, then, are you on the right track.

And, when the enemy comes in like a flood, you’d be equipped to defeat his attack.

When someone comes about to hate you, you’d still know how to show them love.

When your storm seems to rage and rage, you’d find peace from the true God above.

Whenever someone intentionally works your nerves, just to see what you’d say,

Longsuffering will stir up in your spirit & guide your tongue throughout the day.

And when you find yourself penny-less, knowing that your bills are due,

Faith in God with show up just in time to remind you He’ll see you through.

 

So, you see, this fruit is important. It needs to be nurtured each day.

And when others look at you, they’ll see the God shining through their way.

O, what an awful thing it would be for you to profess to be like Christ.

When, in you dwells every characteristic that’s just the opposite of nice.

Not only does it make you a hypocrite, but, it defames the name of God

How dare you witness to unbelievers, when you’re unholy in the inside?

People tend to judge the church based on everything we saints do.

So every time you make any choice, remember, people are watching you

 

We know God by the traits of His character, and the reputation that He upholds.

We know that He is omniscient, and that His wisdom will never grow old.

We know that if He says something will happen, it’s destined to come to pass.

And because he’s just an Awesome God, He’ll treat us like first class.

We know that He’s Pre-eminent, our Protection, and our Provider.

We know that he’s our Savior, our Friend, but yet, our Father.

We know that He is dependable, and always there right on time.

We know that He’d never leave us hanging or leave us trapped in a bind.

 

We know we can trust Him always, because He will never let us down.

And whenever the enemy tries to attack, in Him, security can be found.

And, there’s no doubt in our mind that His reputation will ever change

Because, God is an everlasting God and He’s forever the same.

So, you see, He is the example that we should follow after each day.

And, don’t let the little tactics of the devil interfere and get in the way.

As men and woman of God, we must learn how to resist temptations.

One way is to be set apart from all evil and corrupt communications.

 

Women, we don’t want our good name to be evilly spoken of.

If we are pure, we want our name to be pure, just as pure as a dove.

We should not be mistaken for harlots because of the way we dress.

Every time someone sees us, our material is less and less.

We should not be classified as promiscuous, 'cause we lay with every man we see.

Prostitution should not be our profession. That’s not who God wants us to be.

Our body is God’s temple. And, we should want to keep it clean.

Even our thoughts should be wholesome and not filled with sullied things.

 

Our mind should be focused on things that are lovely, things that are noble and right,

Anything true and admirable, whatever is pleasing in God’s sight.

We should be known as Women of God that knows how to pray and intercede

On our families behalf, our enemies behalf, and those that are bereaved.

When people see us, they should know that we are daughters of the King.

And we should have faith that our Daddy can do any and everything.

People should know us as compassionate, loyal, loving and kind.

And, any form of hatred in us, no one should be able to find.

 

Even if we are falsely accused, we can still overcome a bad name;

For, our Godly characteristics should shine through and eradicate our shame.

Our lifestyle may be the only Bible that some people may ever read.

So, we need to make sure that we’re living Holy everyday out of the week.

We want to stand out of the crowd and ecstatically stand for God.

And remember to be a willing vessel `less he finds someone else for your job.

We want our reputation to describe our character and define who we really are.

And if that is a Child of King, we will win this battle by far.


Saturday, August 20, 2005

This is the poem I did at the convocation. And, towards the end of the poem, "the woman" is referring to the woman in the Bible with the issue of blood. (as i mentioned in my last entry)

 

No Stopping Now

By Vanessa S. Drake

August 10, 2005

 

There is no stopping now! No stopping at all.

You’ve fallen and can’t stand up, then, you find a way to crawl.

We’ve come way too far, and we’ve been through oh so much.

One mishap takes place and you decide you’ll just give up.

Think again my child because the devil is a liar.

You better stomp over those hindrances and keep climbing higher.

For heaven is my goal and it should be yours too.

And I refuse to turn back, but my friend, what about you?

I’m not waiting on anyone. I got to get myself straight.

And serve God as much as I can before it’s too late.

 

You see, there’s no stopping now. Now matter what the circumstance.

So, you’re ill in your body, don’t stop doing your Holy dance.

That’s what the devil wants, But my God said Not so.

Praise Him in the midst of it all, wherever you may go.

Study your word and meditate therein day and night.

For your word is your sword, church, you better get yourself right.

There is no excuse for prolonging it till tomorrow

One day, there won’t be one, and your soul will have its sorrow.

You say that you have time, but time is running out.

Salvation is free, so, why are so many without?

 

Time isn’t stopping for anyone! You better get down on your knees.

Talk to your father and ask for mercy please.

When all is well in your life, you just can never find the time.

Though you’re always running to him, whenever you find yourself in a bind

You say, Eli, Eli, La Ma Sa Bach Tha’ni.

Oh, Lord if you can hear me, please hearken unto my cry.

God, God, I’m loosing; I thought you had my back.

Where were you, Dear Lord when the devil made his attack?

Where were your hands, when I fell down again?

Where was your wisdom, when I chose to live in sin?

 

 Where were you when my heart had a void like no other?

Couldn’t be filled with anything, not even the love from my mother?

You struggle with the same thing, from sunset to sunrise,

You’re trapped in this bondage, incapable of destroying the ties.

And, you blame it all on God, because you know He has all powers.

And, within an instant, He can cause all your problems to be devoured.

But, it’s your choice; He doesn’t force you to live unjust

In Him, He doesn’t make you to put all of your trust.

But, He is a jealous God, and you will bow down in the end.

Except the unbearable consequence for every unforgiven sin.

 

There’s no stopping now, you might miss your blessing

Don’t ever loose hope, because your faith, God might be testing.

It doesn’t matter the pain, it doesn’t matter the years.

As long as you believe, God can wash away your tears.

Don’t stop for your healing is just a step away.

Deliverance is at your door and joy is coming today.

Keep striving to make 100, because 99 won’t do.

Don’t ever doubt God and limit the things that He can do.

 

There’s no stopping now, you better jump on that train

Live holy and righteous through hell, sleet and rain.

Keep pressing forward to the mark. Don’t give up, don’t give in.

For Christ loved us so much that He died on the cross for our sins.

Don’t let what He has done end up in vain.

Be thankful to our King and Bless His Holy name.

And, just as that woman did, you better press your way through the crowd.

And always keep marching forward, for there is no stopping now.

 


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I'm telling you. I just LOVE how God works. I LOVE how He uses me to be a vessel for Him. Tonight was Youth Night at the Convocation for my jurisdiction. There were 2 youth exhorters on tonight. I was the 1st one and I wasn't even really nervous. (though, when I got half way through my poem, my legs started shaking... LOL)...But yea, Honestly, I didn't know how it would turn out because I had just finished writing the poem in the car on our way to church. And, I wasn't sure if I was going to speak before I read the poem, and, if I was... I didnt know what to say, how many scritures to quote, how many amens to shout out.... But, I remember that scripture as usual. THe one that says, In that hour, God will give you what you ought to say. And, that's exactly what He did. God gave me the parable on The woman with the issue of blood. So, I gave my testimony first, then read the passage and talked on it for a little while, then, did the poem. I know God has called me to be an Evangelist and to preach His Gosple of Truth to the people. My gift has made room for me. But, why am I still so hesitant to walk in that door?

On a lighter note.... Today we had talent auditions at my school. I sang "I am Ready for Love". And, it turned out better than what I had expected because I've been hoarse for 3 weeks now... actually, since the day before my school started... But, God didn't let me embarrass myself... and He gave me my voice back for that moment. And, it's gone again. But, I'm satisfied that I made it through that song without cracking my notes because... I'm telling you... God has been breaking me down lately... Tearing down all of the walls of my pride so that I might be more humble... And, it hasn't been so easy for me cause I had to sing in church 2 Sundays straight, voice gone and all... But God was teaching me that I'm not singing to please myself or the people, But for Him.

Also, last, but not least... I talked to my brother Marle Quashar Tressmonn Jones today. I'm so excited. I havent talked to him since the end of April. I miss him so much. I was so excited when I called... I was expecting his voice mail, but he answered. Well, I'll write later.

Nessa

Alyssa, Alexis, Salena, Shannon, Mommy, Daddy, My churh family, My extended Family, my peers at school, and everyone else... I love you all! And, of course, all of m Xanga buddies... and Sisters and Brothers in Christ!

God Bless.....

Nessa


Saturday, July 30, 2005

Hey everyone!

I haven't wrote in a while... And, NO, I'm not going to write every little thing that happened to me over this past month... But I will say this. God is a good God. I love Him oh so much... Just because of who He is. I find myself growing more and more closer to God with every obstacle I endure with His help. It's so amazing. And, I'm loving it....

Well... I'm that SENIOR now! Yep. I've made it to my last year and I pray that God blesses it and keep me safe throughout it all. I started school this week and today was one of the most stressful days I've had in some months. Not because I'm a "senior" or anything. It's just because of the things that happened.

When I graduate, I'm going to have 5.5 credits over what I really need.. simply because Hawaii is so difficult and I'm having to take specific classes in order to get my diploma... I could understand if  all I took was electives during my previous years.... but it's not like that. I took chore classes, but they are not the same as the ones down here... For instance, in Texas, I took World History one year, but in Hawaii, they require World Culture (which is also an social studies class). So, they have me taking classes before school and after school when I really wanted a job. But, instead, I'll be at this place that was initially made for students that were drop outs and other kind of students who never did well in school, mainly because of their family backgrounds and things like that.... But, they help people like me (people that won't graduate because of one credit) My mom told me that I don't know why this happened. God could be allowing me to go there because He wants me to be a witness to some of those kids there. And, honestly, I didnt even see it that way at first. But, anyway God wants to use me, I'm all for it.

Well, this Sunday is Youth Sunday again for my church and I'm really excited. I'm going to write whatever God gives me and speak on whatever God gives me. He hasn't gave me anything yet... (not that i know of)... but I'm not too worried because I know that when my mom was a preacher... God used to completely change her messages the day she needed to go before the church....sometimes, within that same hour. But a good scripture that has been helping me this far is... In that same hour, God would teach you what you ought to say. That would only work if you have faith that He can do that. God is working with me on that. I know that faith doesnt just grow over night, but still... I have faith that He can do ALL things.

Well, I'm going to go, so Take care and God Bless everyone. Keep me in your prayers as I keep you in mine.

~~~Nessa~~~



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